...I gotta bad case of stomach pains! So bad. Sometimes I can't do anything but lay down. The care station was of no help. I don't need Prilosec, it's not heartburn. It's not in my chest.
Do I need my appendix removed?
I'm nervous. Keep your figners crossed for me today.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
Color me thoughtful!
Or Badd...like the band.
Hmmm, work has been so slow. I feel like a waste of space here at the office. It's not so terrible while working from home 2 days a week. Tonight is game #2 for the White Sox and I'm hoping we can skip out of here early for it. I'm even wearing my generic 2005 Nike White Sox jersey from Value City's little boy's department. I'm sure some child from a 3rd world country made this shirt, being Nike and all. I have guilt wearing it, but I am wearing it today, and will continue to do so.
My mind has been on 100 lately. The past 2 weeks have been nothing but an emotional journey. Yes, true, we all have our issues. I've been doing my best to keep on going with a smile and letting tears out when needed. I want to thank my wonderful roommate for letting me get those tears out. She has this unique way of helping me. It's hard to explain. She knows what's bothering me and has a gentle way of getting it out of me and knowing what to say. She isn't scared of emotions. I envy that. Emotions scare the shit out of me. And tears? Forget about it.
I also want to discuss why shit happens to the best of us. Why? Why does it? Bad things to good people. I have a hard time believing in karma because of this. I'm a good person and do good things. My friends and family are the same and we all get shit on. My horrible luck has turned into a joke to them. And yes, I try and laugh at it but really deep down, I'm not laughing that hard. And to my friends(and myself) trying to improve their lives, just to fall into a trap. Nothing is easy. With that said, I believe in giving others several chances when I know they have the very best of intentions. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses. I never judge a book by it's cover.
This blog has gotten entirely too serious for a friday......................
Hmmm, work has been so slow. I feel like a waste of space here at the office. It's not so terrible while working from home 2 days a week. Tonight is game #2 for the White Sox and I'm hoping we can skip out of here early for it. I'm even wearing my generic 2005 Nike White Sox jersey from Value City's little boy's department. I'm sure some child from a 3rd world country made this shirt, being Nike and all. I have guilt wearing it, but I am wearing it today, and will continue to do so.
My mind has been on 100 lately. The past 2 weeks have been nothing but an emotional journey. Yes, true, we all have our issues. I've been doing my best to keep on going with a smile and letting tears out when needed. I want to thank my wonderful roommate for letting me get those tears out. She has this unique way of helping me. It's hard to explain. She knows what's bothering me and has a gentle way of getting it out of me and knowing what to say. She isn't scared of emotions. I envy that. Emotions scare the shit out of me. And tears? Forget about it.
I also want to discuss why shit happens to the best of us. Why? Why does it? Bad things to good people. I have a hard time believing in karma because of this. I'm a good person and do good things. My friends and family are the same and we all get shit on. My horrible luck has turned into a joke to them. And yes, I try and laugh at it but really deep down, I'm not laughing that hard. And to my friends(and myself) trying to improve their lives, just to fall into a trap. Nothing is easy. With that said, I believe in giving others several chances when I know they have the very best of intentions. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses. I never judge a book by it's cover.
This blog has gotten entirely too serious for a friday......................
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